Friday, 23 September 2016

Nolamba Stalkers ----23/9/2016

Thoughts on putting it in action 1

Stalking began in all earnest at least we moved beyond sharing information, pics, links on the fb group the fb group then finally meeting at Nolan's oops Shankar;s house the inceptor, conceiver the conceptualiser....
My thoughts? A sinking feeling that i may  be the Albatross or the proverbial mill stone Why do i feel ss? Because that is how it has been till now, always a slip between the .....
And i don't want that. Two of my favourites are finding a purpose a sense of fun and fulfilment and i don't want to take it away from them.
I am good for others but not for myself. So what do i do? Nolan is not convinced Nolani doesn't know.
So i am playing along...as such i love visiting the places with Nolan in my head on my laptop when i am reading about them and he shares one or two pics. I have travelled  to Gandikota, Srilanka  visited V&A so how important is to put my name in this enterprise ? I belong i am a part why to put a name? And abort the venture before it sees visits Begur ? Why am i needed? A sensitive photographer is there and so is there a writer who can express like never before. What will be doing? I will doing that anyway.....prodding , poking, pricking, exasperating driving eveyone up the wall...all this i'd be doing any ways.
So i will enjoy this love not labour for love for i don't want to be burdened with the outcome,